Last week came running and screaming in to this week and looks like it could run on throw next week,

Acting like a young child on a sugar merry-go-round that has not slept for several nights,

 

but other than that all is well and life is still good,

God is still in control.

 

As some of you know my wife and i live on about $800.00 a month and things cost, that’s life

 

This last week have had some tough decisions to make and am still working through them,

nothing a few thousand dollars wouldn’t hurt.

 

As some of you also know i use a Cpap machines so i can keep birthing at night, not sur i need to do that but seems like a good idea,

they tell me that one in twenty after using a Cpap machine for 2 ½ years their teeth start falling apart, well guess what yea i’m the one in twenty,

 

And so far have ten broken teeth, no insurance and no money, and last week my Cpap machine started acting up.

 

So i ask the Lord what you are telling me, what am i to learn from this and i wait.

 

The Lord has shown me that my faith was not as strong as i thought it was, and that even if i can never get my teeth fixed or even if i die in my sleep from lake of air it does not mater,

for i am in His hands and this world nor things in it nor man can take me out of the hand of God.

 

So i lose my hear;(yea i’m going bald also) i don’t have to brush it anymore, i lose my teeth i don’t have to brush them any more either,

 

so i do juicing big deal it’s a win win, save time in the morning and eat or drink more fruits and vegetables.

 

Anyhow that has been what has been preoccupying my time the last week

But even throw it all i know Jesus is still the son of God and i have been adopted in to His family and He knows my needs.

 

The one hung can change your world!’

 

i‘m going to go try and sleep tonight so i can think straight and post tomorrow ,

 

night all

 

Father God and Christ Jesus are still alive and doing well, they are still in controll and still the shepard of my life and being.